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Wednesday, October 19, 2011
15:58
It was a joke. I never told her to respond like that. It's my friend's girlfriend for heaven's sake. If it made you uncomfortable, i'm sorry. I didn't know she'd post something like that. I'm just going to stop talking to every girl I know. All those things that happened before, you always bring it up on me EVERY TIME like its completely my fault. Why is it like that? Every time, I just swallow my pride and take it in. Maybe i'm not as "smart" enough as you to detect when something is happening because frankly, I don't exactly even have that many friends let alone trying to figure out if a girl likes me. I guess you can say you have more experience than me. You always say its the past when I talk to you about it but you ALWAYS just bring it up again. If you said it was okay, why do you keep bringing it up? And this time, its just a wall post. I don't even know her. I met her once. but again, like always, i'll cheer you up again. Because it's 100% my fault.
I have never, WILL NEVER even CONSIDER any other girl than you when i'm dating you. Not even a thought. You've been the one for me all along and I KNOW that. You've never left my mind the second I fell in love with you. If you are going to let things like this come between us and not believe what I say, i'm insulted, but go ahead. There's nothing I can say but I'm faithful. Take what you will from this, I love you regardless how you think of me, and you're stuck with me if you like it or not.
That's it. Do whatever you want with me. What's sad is that... because it bothered you, and since you're sad, i'm sad. I need something to ease me.
Jeffffff
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