The way everyone feels friendly and is friends with everyone.
Except you.
It feels like you're doing something wrong,
you're acting wrong,
or you're just wrong.
The way everyone seems to laugh harder at jokes everyone else makes,
How they seem to know how to amuse each other.
Except you.
Maybe I should change, You tell yourself.
Maybe I could talk less, or talk more.
Maybe they think I talk funny,
Maybe I shouldn't talk at all.
It's not working, you tell yourself.
The horrid feeling of being ostracized.
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Don't want to end it. Don't want to finish writing it. I'm too tired. LOL. Looks like I don't fit in, once again. great!