Its just an anon, usually I just don't do anything about that. But you, even you agree with him/her. That ... completely ruined my summer. I don't have the drive to do anything anymore. You know. Everyone always sees you getting me things. Please don't get me anymore things. I don't have the money to buy you things in return. Maybe I don't have enough money for you, or maybe I can't make enough time for you. Or maybe its the way I talk to you making everything sound so casual for you. Do you know WHY i'm trying to get a job? SO I CAN FINALLY HAVE MONEY. You don't think that everyday I think about how to make you happy and do the little things that make you happy? Do you not think I try to plan out stuff just to make you happy. They end up not working either because you're busy or because I just don't have that kind of money right now. I hate how I can't buy you the sweater you want, the dress you want, the anything you want, but I try to "repay" you in ways you can't buy with money. But obviously NO ONE sees that. No one gives a shit about how much I want you to get better. No one gives a shit about how much I want you to sleep so your organs will heal. No one gives a shit about how I'm trying to turn you into a better person. I really doubt a lot of other guys would give a shit about if you're sleeping right or how to deal with your family problems. Basically, I'm guessing everyone you know doesn't like me. Don't think I deserve you and no one gives a shit about me. But in the end. Maybe I'm not good enough for you. You said it yourself.