Well, 6:30pm - 4:45am.
I skipped dinner too. :c so I haven't exactly been eating ever since lunch yesterday.
In Colorado, with the mountains,
Did you like them?
Did you find what you’re looking for?
Because I’m still searching for the life we were living before.
And if I dropped everything and booked a flight,
From Logan to Denver, that my plane would crash that night,
'Cause the odds are against us,
So all bets are off,
Just know you meant more than I ever could want....
Hmph.
He spoke to me.
Quietly, as he anticipated someone else might be listening.
No one hears him, but me.
He did not have a voice but I heard his every word.
Every sentence was made to depress me.
His every thought was my truth.
His every suggestion were my thoughts.
But no proof was needed.
Things that didn't bother me were now brought to me in a different light.
As if they were problems I had not noticed.
He takes my admiration and respect for people and corrupts it into jealousy.
He takes my healthy heart, and turns it to evil.
He takes the joy in my life and manipulates it into sorrow.
I live with him everyday.
He lives in me.
I haven't written for ages. But I got up, and felt like something was on my mind. I feel this expresses me more than just plainly writing about it. Bad writing. I hate reading over my writing /crumples and throws into metaphorical garbage can.