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Thursday, June 30, 2011
07:09
I'm just scared.
I feel so uneasy when you hang around them. I don't know why I feel this way. I don't want you going back to your old self... or maybe I just don't want you to be a party girl anymore. I'm.... why is everything that happens to you or something always affect me like this? I'm really getting tired of acting this way, scared, paranoid, worried, i'm really really tired of feeling this way. When will I learn to stop that... :\ Or i'm jealous you can do things like that and I can't? I don't even know, actually... probably isn't jealousy this time, but whatever, still a possibility.
Its not like i want to stop caring, I probably can't not care about you. But, i just really hate this feeling of when I think of them, and think of you... and I'm all asdasdgjkawehiuaei again. ... I hope you don't read this. I'm just trying to rant out and stuff.
Jeffffff
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