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Tuesday, June 28, 2011
20:00
Blacklist....?
I fully regret my actions completely and thankfully there was no immediate concequence, or actually any resulting consequences in the future, but I still feel uneasy.
Its completely my fault and I talked it over with my instructor. She said that yes, it will be a tiny blunder and she will refer the incident as a "disconduct" but she saw that it can't really hurt me in any way. She said by the standard I set in the class and how my qualifications are, this incident should be the least of my worries.
But still, I think of how the Mississauga Guards are all one big "extended family" and word gets around and in the end, i'm still scared somehow, it'll affect my reputation. I want to believe it doesn't because I know my name doesn't come up at all even if others know about the incident, I just hope, when I JI, people don't call my SI instructor for a recommendation. I hope they just call the instructors that did my NLS, Bronzes and the ones I JI for. When I start volunteering, I'm gonna need to make good friends with the DS. Or i'm 100% screwed.
Uneasy and a tad bit worried. But its fine, I'll learn from this and I'll be able to do it.
Oh. And I forgot my shirt and towel at Frank. So now i'm gonna try to get Alex to maybe ask the lost and found for me. :3 ... Kinda don't wanna talk to Tina right now.... I don't think she likes me LOL.
Jeffffff
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